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Source: weheartit.comI'm Ashley. Living in small-town Manteca. I always wish for bigger things but only sometimes make them happen. I like my life, I like my friends, I try to be productive, I push myself, and I love my parents and 2 older brothers. I go to college, and that is how I plan to set up my life. It keeps me awake.
I'm working to continue having fun and make sure that I'm in control of my life, and that it is always the way I like it: Ridiculous, uncalled for, and generally just plain chaotic.
Keep up with my life.
3 weeks ago
I had the best dream about you last night. We were having another burial inside St Anthony’s, which was pretty weird lol. But you were getting the chance to say goodbye. I watched as you hugged everyone… Amanda, Sarah, Sidney, your mom… Then it was my turn. We talked about JROTC, camp, and competitions. You took my hand and told me that “It’s gonna be okay man. I’ll be back. Don’t worry about me. It all worked out.” I started crying hard and hugged you fiercely. You held me and as I told you I loved you, you buried your head and said “I love you all the way into the ground man. I’ll love you into the ground. It’s alright. It’s alright.”
Your mom and Jac helped you into your casket, where a weird version of a bed was waiting for you lol. You snuggled up under the blankets, said you were ready, and simply went to sleep.
I miss you still and always, but it’s easier now. It seems easier, anyway.
1 month ago
Last Friday, nick and I applied for TSA positions at his favorite place in the world…. Monterey!! This morning we both got emails that say that we’ve passed the first evaluation, now we have to schedule an appointment at a testing center for the next step.
I’m so incredibly anxious, but so insanely excited…. We both need this so bad, and in a few years, If I work hard, I could possibly be finding a steer with the Department of Homeland Security!!!!! Im trying not to get my hopes up too much, but I just can’t help it!!!
2 months ago
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